Friday, January 27, 2006
so i suddenly msn him say in a very urgent and in CAPS... i said that our supervisor(not the team supervisor) is here and is finding him... i told him that the supervisor wants to meet him... then i wait a while... i ask shan through msn if he is there... then she say that he is gone... i cant help laughing when he really came... when he came in, he smiled knowing that it was a joke... look a bit shock for a while... but smile later... then he said that he really thought that our supervisor is finding him but ACTUALLY..... my supervisor is ON LEAVE!!! and some more he knows about that.... i cant help laughing... that is very funny... i don expect him to believe me... HAHAahahahah!!!!! cant reveal his name... he might be angry with me.... hope he is not angry with me joking with him... hahahaha... this is really funny... i really don expect this to happen... sorry my fren... was just bored... this really fills up my time... i guess i will be smiling the whole day...
***I think ppl around me might be thinking that im crazy... laughing all the way.... they are busy with their own work and i was laughing... hahaha(laugh again)...but its so funny...***
♥ a butterfly landed @ 3:12 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Getting my pay tmrw... hope i can get it asap.. want to buy lots of things... especially a new shoe.. an my mp3... the thing i want... hmm.. now nothing to do yet...
i have a question in my mind.. wonder what does a 'fren' and a 'best fren' means? what makes a good fren and how does one person qualify to be a best fren? why does a fren come and go as life goes on? is it because of individual? is it because they are not suitable? but why must a best fren stab from the back? i thought a best fren should not do that.... but that do happen.. i guess those who had a best fren before who got backstabbed would nod thier heads... some who have a fren or a best fren till now, thats good.. im happy for those people... hmm... think i cant get the answer now.. maybe in years to come.. or maybe tmrw... i think i have to stop thinking of this...
k.. life... my life... never get worse or better.. it have always been the same.. some bad memories, some are just like that and some are very sweet.. some brings a lesson to me.. just by openning my eyes... hmm.. now... waiting for things to happen smoothly... what will my future will be... and everything...
i think, i think too much.. but one have to think.. especially what u want for urself.. *thinking again* i think im just too bored... thats why today i've been thinking a lot...
if i continue to blog, i think this will never end... so till here i have to stop... what will i be thinking tmrw??? haha...
♥ a butterfly landed @ 2:06 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
Hey everyone... tag is up!! so all of u can leave wateva u want to say or any msg for me!!
Had a good weekend.. bought books for my tutee and stuffs... and hang out with my dear ones... went to watch a long weekend at cineleisure.. it was a funny story but kind of sensored a bit.. hmm.. no i think a lot.. but that was part of the story.. it was about a guy who had dump his girlfriend but it was not his fault at all.. he had a brother who likes to flirt around.. so he waited for his ex girlfriend to come back to him... but then... she got married and that is when he get frustrated and wanted to do something to ease himself...
I guess i cant tell all the whole story.. can only tell the gist of it... yah.. before going for the movie, i went to watch a concert that was held nearby.. it was Jam X... i went to watch with my switheart.. then there was a game before the next performance... the host was asking for vollunteer and suddenly he called for me... then i turn to look at him... and guess wat?? he was pointing at me when the host was asking for vollunteer.. tried to run away but i cant.. the host still say " the girl in black shirt DRINKING COKE"... "oh my god" i said... that is ridiculous... everyone around me was looking at me.. have to go up no matter what.. so i went up.. then another two vollunteer was called.. another girl whose name is sarah from my poly and a guy..
so this is the game... each person have to write LIME with their butts... i wished that there is another game but no choice have to do it since im up there... so...i did it with sarah.. i guess she was one year senior.. haiyoh.. in my heart i was cursing my boyfriend.. everyone got a goodie bag.. but the winner get another one... so the audience will have to decide who wins.. that is to clap the loudest.. then sarah told me to clap for the guy and dont clap for ourselves.. but i clap for sarah and the guy.. she must be cursing me.. haha.. sorry sarah.. so i got the goodie bag... with a nice notebook.. thanks to the organisors.. anyway my bf took a pic of me with the LIME bag.. it was a nice experience though i was cursing in my heart..
will put the pic up.. then we went to HMV to listen to some music while waiting for our movie... 30 mins before the movie, we went out of the building to head for our movie but... it was raining heavily... and we had no umbrella.. waited for 10-15 mins for it to drizzle but that did not happen.. so no choice again, both of us ran all the way to cineleisure.. very obviously we were drenched.. then in the movie... everything went ok until in the middle of the movie someone ask for our tix.. i was a bit kan cheong already.. then we realise that our seat was at the other corner... Oh My God!!.. how can this happen... on that day, i was embarrassed a lot of times... haha.. luckily i was not shivering when watching the movie.. so after that, we when home.. nice to spent that day with him though i was embarrased all the way..
♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:43 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Nothing to do so i find some lyrics of my fav songs
1) We Belong Together
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me'
If you think you're lonely now
'Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
[Chorus]
[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together
2) Everytime
Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
(Chorus)
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
(Chorus)
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...
After all...
3) Almost Here
Did I hear you right.
cause I thought you said
Lets think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You.re almost here
And I know that.s not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Only almost here
More will be up when i'm free!! :p
♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:30 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Before i start my blog on the title above, something happen yesterday.. I have a new line but yesterday night my mother called me saying that my bill is $90++... i was teaching at that moment and i was totally shocked.. the dealer said that it was a promotion and my subscription will be $38.. but it shoot up until $100(round up).. wah!! in my heart, i was screaming like mad.... this cannot happen.. thought that it was the company's fault.. so after my tuition, i walked home cursing and cursing...
Not changing my clothes, my mother immediately talked to me what really happen.. i was relieved that they will look at this matter... that was really not fair la.. how can this happen.. i might have to pay to cancel the line and downgrade to other cheaper plans...
K.. now... i have a lot of questions in my head.. there are a lot of whys... i feel like a fool when things happen.. wonder if i will get the things i wanted... wonder why do bad things always happen.. especially my family... wonder who will stay with me thru thick and thin besides my bf.. don even noe if the current frens will stay.. i have lots of frens but they will remember me only when they have probs... some people even say that i am thier best of frens.. but are they my true frens? i don noe.. maybe i was too quiet.. don noe if people MISS or THINK about me.. like the above situation.. why must that happen to me??? i feel that some people are too much.. they do that for their advantage... i think that those who are good should learn to ditch other people.. should learn to be bad.. but i don noe why.. i have a best fren but she talk a lot of things behind my back.. she even lied to me.. but all that was the past.. but like wat ppl used to say.. wounds in the heart will always have a mark..
My comments are not specifically on a person.. they are all about general.. those who read this, those who don read this and those who know me.. to those who don noe me, think about this... sometimes the person who is always there for u are not invisible.. don think that peoplewho are quiet don have feelings.. they do.. they are also humans with feelings like those who are out spoken or those who are more expressive... for those who knows me, its up to u to think.. i cant control the way u think...
♥ a butterfly landed @ 10:10 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Ruzaini recommend some video clip.. well we have nothing to do so just watch some clips.. go to the leave icon and find a link named liquid generation and the happy tree frens.. at first i thought this is just cartoon clips but it was something more than that.. it was gross.. i would recommend this to those who don have a weak heart... should see it.. it was rather cute and funny BUT it was absolutely gross..
As for the liquid generation thing, i think some people know about that website but just to recommend to those who have not visited the website.. it was fun as there are games and things which can fool ur frens.. i have not tried it but i've seen some videos.. some make u shock.. but quite fun also... i got this prize when i played reel of fortune
so.. click on the link and take a look... haha...♥ a butterfly landed @ 5:14 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
its been a long time i have not update my blog... a lot of things have happen recently.. the bad and the good.. these few days makes me think of wat kind of person i have met and people i love..but don noe wat to rite now.. hmm..
Bratt pit and Angelina jolie(my fav) are getting married!! there are rumours(not sure if that is rumours) that they will be getting married this valentine's day!! wow!! kind of happy for them.. they are like the most suitable couple.. handsome and the sexy and pretty.. that just suits..
wonder wat will their baby looks like.. must be very cute!!
waiting for the next hot news.. haha.. now i have no idea wat to rite.. so will update again..
♥ a butterfly landed @ 9:20 AM
