Friday, March 30, 2007
So..... today im going to look for one.. a nice one.. now i have to wear heels to work which i don really like.. painful but nice la.. talking bout heels.. haha i remebered the days i used to walk with heels from morning till night.. and at last, cannot walk.. haha stop by a while and then walk again.. it was from one end of East Coast Park to another end and almost walk to town.. haha.. tiring but enjoyable.. ya with my beloved.. it was a nice day and wanted to end with a movie but then nothing to watch..
Me with my heels, went through drains, puddles, mud and the shoe still survive for the next few months.. i think its another 1 or 2 years.. after that the strap lossen.. so bought a new one and of coz from the same brand..
My first week ends.. next week having another interview.. hope i get through this interview.. k la.. i have lots of things to do now.. update again next time.. :)
♥ a butterfly landed @ 2:30 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Today.. a normal day.. but on my way to work, i saw an incident.. a couple quarrelling.. well.. maybe giving comments on their lives.. i was there about 15-20 mins.. while waiting for my bus, i overheard them.. the guy was saying that his gf did not even call or msg.. ok.. that reminds me of myself.. one moment between me and him.. then they start to argue.. the guy's blood starts to rise.. the girl just sit and listen but she also argue.. then after a while, their bus came and they went off..
then took my bus.. thinking.. of the past.. wat i have argued and initiated.. remembered the day when i almost broke up.. seeing and thinking of the incident which is in front of me, i felt that im still lucky.. maybe lucky to stick to my beloved.. well as for the couple, though the guy is angry, he almost left the gal and went off but he still sits with her and even board with her.. that reminds me of my bf.. u noe when ur angry, u wont negotiate.. u always want to do ur own way.. but it was diff when there is love.. realised how much ppl who is close to me loves me.. maybe its time for me to do something more for them..
kk.. now i reach work.. start to do my things.. only three days at work and i felt how lucky to live with my family.. while doing my work, i realise how many child came from a broken family.. almost 50% of the profile that i checked.. this one I felt really lucky and have no regrets in wat i've done..
next.. i realise that there is quite a no of families had very low income and have lots of responsibilities.. there is some family earning less than $1000 but have 5 children(for some).. BUT!!! this one very irritating.. i feel like going to the family and ask them to read the terms and condition... they earn more than the one stated in the condition but still received their application.. wat the heck!! some living with step parents(step mother or father).. i felt that this might be diff for the child to get the facts rite.. but thats life.. make me realise how lucky i am.. that is y ppl keep saying that there is always ppl whose life is worse... so be grateful with wat we have.. spend less and save more.. never noe wat will come and when we really in need of money... yup.. got to save more..
till then update more.. thanks to my loved ones.. for everything.. :)
♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:10 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Wat the hell!! my comp crashes the moment I was lookin for a job.. since a while.. then all my beautiful pictures are gone! Gone!! Im so sad.. lucky i have already saved it somewhere else.. but the thing is i haven upload in my photobucket!!.. hai.. all my documents are also gone..
Now im working temporary only.. still looking for a suitable job.. suddenly on my way to work, i missed someone.. felt that it have been a long time since i last met him.. 2 person actually.. then all memories came by.. the sweet memories with these 2 person and my other frens.. they have helped me a lot.. can say everytime i need help.. from work to personal stuffs..
It have been nice working in HT.. kinda miss the ppl and the times i worked there.. but thinking back, nah.. staying on with the company, don think im as free as now.. now blogging in my office.. haha curi2..
There's lots of things to do.. upload pics, find job, get my current job done.. lots of documents to do.. but now?? break la.. my lunch break.. looking forward for things to come in my life.. stay home, get tired and make me more lazy.. do things at homw, find jobs and nothing else.. hai.. k la.. will upload some pics.. cant wait to upload those beautiful pics.. its really beautiful..
♥ a butterfly landed @ 1:10 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
Before going to the topic, some pics of Bali...
food in airplane back
There are many definitions.. but wat is love actually????
Love from husband to wife, sister to younger sister, grandmother to grandson, mother-in-law to daughter-in-law, boyfriend to girlfriend.. there are many kind of love
well.. all i see is hatred... violence... not give and take... where is all the love?? especially married couples.. why after all the years u live together, all the hard work u try to win the woman's heart, u give violence to show u love her?? or vice versa.. why????????? be bf and gf for so long but cannot give in a little bit when married.. i wonder why... wonder if u give in a little bit will drop ur value.. sometimes the matter is really small but make it like a crater.. i don really understand..
the funny part is when person A did wat person B did to person A, person B get angry while person A keep telling wat she/he wants from person B.. then when person A tell wat she/he thinks, person A get beaten and slapped.. its a pity that this things happen.. wonder wat person A should do..
i don understand wat is in the mind of these ppl who solve problems using violence... personally, i think that there is a solution to every probs.. if u noe there is a prob, slove it quickly but not or it will become like a CRATER(thinking of the volcano in Bali)!!! haha.. :(( but of cos not violence..
the other person is not so cruel as not to listen to wat u want to say and that the other person noe that there is a prob.. sometimes have to give in but if u always take, the other person will get tired of giving in...
haha.. this is a place for me to rant all my feelings and tots.. and it really do..
♥ a butterfly landed @ 1:25 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Im Back!!!
Yeah!!
Im very happy.. Bali...
Its a beautiful place.. Good place to relax.. the view.. WOW!!! Something which is expected.. the lake, tanah lot, mountains, volcano and the culture.. really beautiful.. especially at the lake.. the air there is very refreshing.. the view were extremely beautiful.. haha.. did enjoy my days there..
Cant wait to upload the pics to show the beautiful views and places.. some other days will upload the pics..
♥ a butterfly landed @ 9:23 PM
